Rebirth After The Death Of Our Old Self
Updated: Jun 11, 2019
I am a writer by heart, although I am not a native speaker and I can honestly say that I have grammar glitches. This website is a new start for me, not just in writing but also in life. A lot of things happened in my life, multiple diagnosis of diseases since I was a child, I suffered 2 miscarriages where my babies do not get past the 1st trimester which caused my doctors to be too suspicious with all the unexplained symptoms, tumors and cell growths inside different parts of my body that were surgically removed for the past 10 years that made them sent me to a Rheumatologist who finally ran a thorough test on me to reveal that I have been suffering from Systemic Lupus Erythematosus.
A lot of things also happened to me in my career, relationship, legal and friendship side of life. I gained friends, lost few, got a job, lost my job and found a new one again. Right now, I am grateful for everything that happened to me. Grateful from both the positive and negative. Grateful for the people who came into my life, those who walked away and those who stayed even if I was in my lowest point, some of them are in my country and some are in other countries. I am grateful.
In spite of the things that happened to me, I am presenting you the Malachite Contessa. Malachite is one of my favorite stones / crystal and it signifies balance, abundance, manifestations and good intentions. It is also a stone of healing. Contessa is the image of strength and sophistication that I want to create in myself and everyone.
There will be occasional regrets and downfall as all of us are not perfect, but by the grace of our perseverance and the divine, I know we can all surpass what's to come. Just like how we renovate a dark room by painting it with light and warm colors, or broken cups and bowls put together by gold (essence of the art called Kintsugi), we should do the same with life. If we are broken, we put ourselves back together with experiences that will make us better. If we are stained, the stain is still there but we repaint our lives with warm and cheerful colors of our loved ones, pets and nature to start healing. Then it's the ripe time to create a new pot in life to fill us with new, meaningful and life changing experiences.